300 is pretty fast, okay?

After my session with Khoo, i headed straight to the gym without realizing i still had my makeup on -.- Oh well, did the same stuff. & Elwin helped me out again. Met Kevin, no not Looi. Ravi Choo. hahaha. He's a Sunday school mate of 9 years that i'd never talk to. lol. Least we are now. :) Anyways, changed plans for the night and decided to just stay home. Had to babysit Danielle for a bit, but she was such darling. :) Maybe the readers from my previous blog would remember her. Anyways, nothing much to update you people about. Pitures then!

Lastly,

:D

BAI!

Finally.

Yes, finally. A day spent with someone that i don't dread. Please, don't make me explain the other days. In fact, i was really looking forward to meet up with.. Amanda my panda :)We were at The Gardens today. I really had fun catching up on everything. Did i also mention she's back here for good? No more Shanghai for her. heh. Well, she's been in a private school back there so she'll be in Alice Smith for her last year. i'm jealous. & It'll just be like back to those primary 1 to primary 4 days when she was my neighbour. *gleeeeeeeeeee* Anyway, we practically talked more than shopped so we had a drink at Starbucks most of the time instead. Missed her soooo much! Honestly, i've seen her change so much in the past, like what, 6 years? Biggest change so far thou? Her accent. haha, NO not a Shanghainese accent, an orang putih one. hahah. Don't take it too seriously panda :P i still love you even if you decide to pick up a Russian accent. *inside joke*

I'm aware i don't sound as down & depressed as yesterday. I did take some stress out today and the phone calls and texts did cheer me up, alot. Some of my committee members were so caring, i've never had a thing in mind saying you guys were not in the first place okaaay. I love you people :) and i almost forgot, thank you Aaron Chan Chow Hee for the phone call yesterday. Nah, your name is on my blog already :) Btw, Ali & Elwin. Sorry i didn't make it for gym this morning. Plans came up last minute.

So, pictures?

& btw, i haven't heard anything from you today. Is everything okay?

&

I need someone to tell me that everything's alright.
& when it's not, sometimes only that someone will know how to place his words so perfectly.

I've realized i'm naive and stubborn in plenty of ways.
Priorities.
That is something i'm not focusing on at the moment.
Temper.
Is something that i'm beginning to loose control, something you'd love to see again if you've seen it before :)

signing off,
samanthakoay.

I need.

I need a vacation. Prolly with a loved one. To some place when i wake up, & all i see is the clear blue sea :)

I need to catch up with my friends, this prom is taking waaaay too much of my time.

I need to sleep! It's something i haven't been getting enough for the past few days :/

* i found this! *

HALF asleep. heh

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By the way, prom tickets for regular tables have been reduced to RM135.

SRI KL PROM TICKETS FOR SALE!

There will be 15 regular tables and 5 VIP tables. Tables can be added on upon requests. All services will be on a first come first serve basis. For more information, you can contact :

Samantha Koay @ 0126686705

Lim Yuanting @ 0129011606

Han Su Anne @ 0172864088

* changes in tickets for regular tables, prices have been reduced to RM135, while the price for the VIP tables mantains. *

Lucky number 26

Hello :) Time for updates eyy?

Well, today everything that happened was impromptu. I was otw back from tuition when i suddenly felt like heading to the gym, random.. So i called Ariel, & lucky me. She just got up. heh. No time for shower right Ariel? Smelly girl. heeeee. Headed straight to the gym to work out. I'm trying to tone my arms, but i always do it wrongly, i end up getting muscles, like a macho man. No joke. But besides all the working out we still managed to catch up on the gossips :P

Spent quite some time there, and when we were about to leave we bumped into Ali! :) I MISS YOU IF YOU'RE READING THIS. Gym this thursday okay? Call me, you asshole. haha.

Got home, and was shocked to see all the relatives at my place. & fyi, for no apparent reason. It was only supposed to be my grandparents. hmmm. Whatever lah, wanted to take a nap but tak jadi. -.-

Planned things out with Brenda and there'll be a meeting at her place so yeah.

NOTE TO FORM 5S : KEEP 23rd OF DECEMBER FREE, FOR PROM.

Details will be out asap :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

wait, wait, before i start.. Happy one month anni Calista and Samuel! :)

I'm supposed to be home quarantined! But that's not happening. One of my classmate is down with it and it's confirmed, plus he sits just a row away from me. *hope i'm not down with it* Get well soon LY. Anyway, it was my grandfather's birthday today. He turned 67 if i'm not mistaken. Got to see Amelia, the baby cousin :) and a few relatives here and there. Got back early cause we didn't want to linger for long.. I'm going to have trouble sleeping tonight for sure. Had waaaay too much sugar. haha. That reminds me, i'm supposed to tell everyone here.. Joshua describles Phobay as "cicak makan kampung". I swear, that was super unexpected. I know it dosen't make any sense. But that's why it's funny. lol. It's Joshua anyway. & it made me and Li-Lian look like idiots laughing out loud out of no where. haha. makan kampung -.- Kay, can't handle multitasking anymore. heh.

And right now there's a war between the vanities

But all i see is you and me

The fight for you is all I've ever known

signing off,

samanthakoay

WHERE IS CALISTA YEE?

For the past few days, i've been trying to pick myself up. Slowly.. but i'm sure eventually. I'm making a few changes in my life and picking up the pieces of things that i've left hanging for the past few months. It feels good actually, yes really. It's not a drastic change or anything, but i'm sure it'll help me get my future, freedom and life back on track.

Amanda's back in Malaysia for good. & gosh, i've missed her! I'll make sure we go out real soon since you're staying in KL okay? Harjut ( shit i forgot how to spell his real name ) got his 3rd tattoo. Which is on his back. Gotta admit it, the tatt looks pretty good. no? Well, just incase you were wondering, no, i'm not planning to get a tattoo yet. Maybe never?

I've got nothing much to update you guys here. Besides.. well. Nothing :) sorry if my posts are emotion-less. Prolly because that's how i've been feeling. Forgive me?

signing off,

samanthakoay

The state i'm in.

I think i'm going crazy :( heading to school now.

mwah~

It Speaks A Thousand Words

My mom showed me a video by the late Yasmin Ahmad the other day. Awesome lady she was. She practiced the 1 malaysia wayyy before the politicians did, directed award winning films, commercials and many more. She never believed in racism; thou unfortunately i'm quite guilty with the fact, sometimes i am. :/ This inspired me not to and i'mma try to stick to what i say. But yeah, i found this video pretty hilarious and of course, so so sweet :) spare yourself a minute to watch it.

To me, i think that the message behind this is :

Love is unconditional, it has no boundries and no colours to differentiate who or what we are. :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Left With No Impact.

Sorry i haven't been updating! You haven't been missing much but i guess i should fill you in ey? :)

Firstly, school's closed for a week. It's like an early holiday for us but that'd mean we wont have our term break at the end of this month :/ Am i suppose to be staying home? haha, cause clearly i won't be anyways. Had our RCC meeting, Leo seminar and all the other day @ Subang Utama. Yep, it was a hot day, & i swear i couldn't stand another minute in that tiny joined classroom with my blazer on.

Anyways, besides that. I'm still sticking to my whole "not-so-personal" blog. Not going into details with the recent dramas and personal happenings. But i'm pretty sure some of you know already, so yeah.

I'll be heading to Ikea to get the furniture to do up my room tomorrow :) & i'm going for McD now. Yes, supper! haha.

Pictures from Leo the other day anyways

Brandon :)

Yes, an adorable junior of mine.

signing off,
samanthakoay.

I don't think i'll be going to school tomorrow. Besides, the attendance of the class is poor. Only 8 out of 31 attended school today. haha. & the best part? I might be down with a flu, i think. I can feel it. I've got a slight temperature too. I guess it's just a normal flu, don't stress. thanks to your contagious kisses.. nayh, just joking. :P

Anyways, not going to post the pictures here cause you can get the exact same ones on Calista's. Check out her blog if you haven't!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Jessica and i.

So yeah, my egg buddy's no longer staying with me. Uhm, i'm talking about Jessica by the way. heh. We had a pretty fun weekend together. She met some of my friends and stuff. Caught up with the stories, experiences, gossips and people back in Perth.

Yep, first night she came over, we went for a swim :)

the design wasn't done, yet.

hers :)

Then the rest, is.. not decent. ehehe.

i had a great weekend, with you too :)

Good morning :) 

Yep that's what i look like right this moment. heh. My morning face. Anyways, incase i haven't stated here before. I've been going to pyramid & pyramid only since Friday. hahaha. Yes, i'll be going there AGAIN today. Only doing this for Jess, because honestly i don't quite fancy the crowd there. :/ Well, we'll most slightly we'll be watching The Proposal today. *fingers cross* i hope i can get tickets! 

& As insane as you can imagine, yes i know it's normal for an ang moh to be fascinated by those photo booth machines you get at Dream Land in Asian Avenue. But uh, is it normal to spend 120+ on photos? hahaha. Yes, a tad bit too much ey? Then again least we looked good in the photos. heh.

Nuff blabbing anyways, i'm off to do my treasury report. AND I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA HOW TO!