I like this :) From kiddies to what we are now. From a tomboy to a vainpot, from a flat chested to a ? Hahaha.

Today we had a mini talk on childhood friends which consisted Ariel, Justin & Julian.

I loved today, & i don't know why.

Lyrics over tunes.

Probably, coming back on a Monday & resuming classes on a Tuesday isn't such a good idea after all. This jet lag of mine is actually kind of bad. At least i'm still in hyper mode when i'm in school.. BUT, my bed time? 8 freaking pm. Yes, laugh all you want. But my body automatically wakes up at 3. So i'm wide awake from 3am to 8pm. Heh, i guess that explains why i don't pick up anyone's calls or reply texts after 8.

By the way, i don't think i'll be blogging about my trip to LA. I guess i'm just too damn lazy. Ngeh. &i'm obviously still in my holiday mode. But I don't sleep in class. That's one thing. :D Not bad ahhhh.

Got to go now. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Not everything changes.

Actually, i really enjoyed my day. & i haven't done things like what i did today in a reaaally long time. First of all, i got to hang out with Aaron as a friend for the first time. First or second? Which was nice cause it was really laid back and spontaneous. Nothing corny like those days, heh. :P That spontaneous till half way through my coffee i dared him to pierce his nose. And he said he would do it if i paid. (so obviously i agreed) Apparently, it didn't hurt at all. Wow. By the way, thank you for the Burberrryyyyy :) i love it. heheee. Nah maine! i got mine too! heh.

Secondly, why i loved today? i received an unexpected call from someone, and that that person means alot to me. That left a strong impact after the call, but it did put a smile on my face. :)

Thirdly, i got to spend time with Amanda again. As you can see, from our camwhore photos i just posted up. I also had bak kut teh & 3 rounds of gelato after that. Best part? every round of gelato consisted 3 different flavours! I'm sooo full right now, you have NO idea.

Anyway, tomorrow's Jihan's raya open house. Sadly Hannah sayang isn't here :( Oh well, Happy Raya Eve everyone!

hugs and kisses and more kisses! :)

ps: PerkYang's such an awesome bad boyfriend <3

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Camwhore with ze PANDA :)

my thoughts are scattered.

Gangsters of 4 Omega. Done by, Teh LiLian. haha, this really cracked the shit out of me :P

Next!

The Beat, Burberryyyyy. Haven't had this craving for parfumes in such a long time. Strange

Initially i wanted to post a video of Calistaaaaa :) but fuck, blogger updated the tools. & i pretty much suck at this atm. Anyway, nothing else i need to mention.

toorah!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

There's nothing that i'm thinking about right now, therefore no title.

Yesterday's work out at the gym was, productive in the beggining but hopeless towards the end cause i put on more than what i lost by eating. Yes, french fries stays on the hips dosen't it? It felt suprisingly a little better by releasing all the tensions after pouring out all the confused, broken, upset & stressed feelings in me. Honestly, you'll feel better after talking to someone you don't know that well, but you know your secret's safe with that dependable person :) thanks bro.

Finally, i managed to spend some time with Jihan since i'm always with Hannah & also now that she's in UK. So yeah. It was nice of course, but uhmm not really towards the end when i started to get blisters from my heels :( Desperately needed flipflops but well, i'm sure it happened to you before- when you don't need it, it's right there; but when you need it, it's no fuckin' where to be seen. Explain? Anyhow, dinner was nice and i got a few things here & there while strolling around OU aimlessly. Strangely i didn't bump into anyone i know.. Funny cause it was a Sunday.. But i do meet people at the most unexpected places at the most odd hours. hmm? Something came up as soon as i got home, but thank god it's all alright already. Way to scare someone. haha.

Anyway, there's no pictures to fill you in, so yeah. Bare with me.

p.s : questions keep spilling in, but they're always unanswered. i need your gentle words.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

She cried as if her tear ducts were slit.

Currently not in the mood for anything, loud. That's probably why i'm blogging. Dosen't make sense does it? Anyway, i plan to take a long bubble bath after this post :)

Been reading quite a bit these days to take my mind of things, i've decided that ciggies, various experiments & hanging out with the wrong crowd of people, - sorry i don't count you people as friends either. Isn't the solution to calm yourself down or; waste your time. Only the very few people would know who i'm referring to.

But anyhow, although i dispise this phase i'm in, i'm sure i'll get through this. With or without help. I've got faith :)

p.s: i'm still waiting..

signing off,

samanthakoay

Selamat Jalan & Jumpa Lagi, Hannah!

She'll be leaving for some ulu place - Gloucestershire. To study psychology in England; this Saturday. But not to worry, least she'll be back for xmas! I'll miss you for this 2 months :(

Yes, this womaaan.

Coco & Ariel :)

we were coincidentally dressed almost the same.

The captions were YueMei & Nick's idea. BM? haha, not the language Hannah speaks.

Coco likes licking peoples faces :P

my mom, hannah's mom, lyn's mom, & ariel's mom.

Nick, Unc Eddie & ( i forgot your name ) :/

Oh well, that wraps up my night. I'll tryyyy to sleep real soon.

Back to short hair :)

I'm aching all over, literally.

I just got back from Midvalley to watch a The Orphan. Pretty good actually. I was such a sucker to ask Verene to tell me the whole story just a few days ago. - i really didn't think i was going to watch it but suddenly Ariel ajaked so yeah.- Go watch it. There's really something wrong with Esther. Anyway, i finally got my heels from Charles & Keith. Was really worth it eventhough i'm so broke now. Got lost looking for our meet up point. heh, not exactly a Midvalley person. & while we were lost, we bumped into my bad boyfriend! haha. Drinking? He looked like a walking tomato :P On the way back i heard a song being played in Nick's car. So i got back and browwwwwwwsed Youtube. & i finally found it! If i'm not mistaken, it was played in a movie Mandy Moore herself acted in. Note the lyrics :) Sleep tight everyone.

TODAY

Honestly, nothing productive.

I really did try to catch up on some work since i skipped school to get my visa done. BUT, there's always a but isn't there? I decided to sleep instead & i didn't get up only till Aaron called. Sorry couldn't meet up for lunch. Again, the usual him being "spontaneous". haha, just joking. Had lunch alone wayyyy past lunchtime. I should've just skipped lunch, seriously. Watched a thriller movie alone and got so bored out of my balls i decided to read up on some gossip websites & fashion blogs. I might put up a link list on my blog real soon. The gossip websites are nice to read only cause i need inspiration to tone up desperately. Luckily i have a bunch of gym buddies. Prolly they'll push me more? haha. I suppose Elwin will. Anyhow, the fashion blogs are really nice. The clothes aren't exactly something i'd wear. Especially when i'm living in this blistering weather. Then again, the photo shots are really pretty. Certainly not a waste of time flipping through, i'd say.

Okay, so that might have been pretty blaah right? I thought so too. Because, i got bored in the end. I don't know why i get bored so fast when i'm already bored. SO ANYWAY! i signed up for a "boys to meet boys" account. Yeapp, findfred.com. & quite frankly, it's a pretty decent account compared to others where the links are advertised on porn websites. hahaha, i know i didn't have to say that. I'm actually planning to keep that account. Seriously. So, find me! My name in disguise - MRJOCK. LMFAO

So sorry for blabbing non stop. I seriously need to get out of the house simply just for a drink or anything. I know exactly the right person to call. Tata!

In every dark cloud, there's a silver lining.

One thing i've learnt to control in the past one week; my temper. Actually, i'm pretty proud of myself. haha. Even after what happened in class today, still, i don't really hate her :)

Then again, i still think even if your day is topsy turvied. there's got to be something & someone ( that loves me alot! ) to be there for you. *cough* Verene *cough* :P Anyway, i received & dug out all sorts of random things. Which, made me laugh & one in particular, which would make you laugh too. Promise.

From the badboyfriend quite some time ago.

What Huixin&i used to do last year :)

from Calista loveee

guess who? heh.

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Last but not least, something we'll never sell again. promise.

This Feeling Scars

I've been having some serious breakout on my skin :( guess some of you realized. I need to sleep early, seriously. Plus i had to wake up early the next day for class. Sis couldn't sleep either so she decided to bunk in my room. Haven't done that with her in ages. haha.

excuse the horrible jammies of mine :D

She fell in and out of sleep, but finally KO-ed at around 2, so i spent the rest of the night reading, yakking on the phone and aimlessly texting people. Which, i eventually got bored of. Nuff about me, got some updates to shout out here.

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GOODIES, SNACKS & MEALS WILL BE SOLD AT THE SIDE OF THE CANTEEN DURING JUNIOR/SENIOE LUNCH & BREAK - for the whole of September.

PROM TICKETS ARE NOW ON SALE, CONTACT THE PEOPLE AS MENTIONED ON THE FLYERS.

Thank you :)