I want your leather studded kiss in the sand.

Okay, initial plan to skytrex was canceled cause of the heavy downpour :( Therefore, everyone adjourned to my place for a small gathering. Hannah was still jetlagged so she spent almost 3/4 the time sleeping; even throughout dinner. Anyway, Ariel, Justin & i took a stroll in the parks, played rounds & rounds of Taboo and even dolled each other up? hahaha. Not quite. Pictures!

justiiiiiiin!

[ ouh & btw, they're public now. No more shush shush, as you'd know since he met all our parents today :) ]

you'll see whyyyyy

cmi eye shadow - screwed up lipstick - unibrow -.-

Okay, imma go take a shower now! xo

signing off,

samanthakoay.

oh, you make me smile.

I've been spending time with the friends :) pretty contented about that. Prom is this coming Wednesday & the last bit is always a little more stressful so yeah. Managed to catch up a little with Hannah on the second day after she got back from England, Jihan, the girls & guys ( as in the usuals excluding my babi. Psssh, what an ass ) & Ariel too. We've been having tennis lessons for the past two weeks. Not bad eh? Not forgetting SkyTrex this Saturday! Anyways, here's some shots from Joann. The remainders are with Ryaisha in her camera. Got to wait for that people :)

excuse the red from the beer. heh

my alien. -are you having fun @ genting with the family? heheheeee

Oh & my hair is shorter now. The back is like a bob; my first attempt of an actual concave. haha. I know right, i keep cutting my hair. Mom thinks i should keep it long again since it's less of a hassle. Frequent visits to the hairdressers aren't that important. What do you think? :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Smile for me, won't you?

Pictures from catching up with the friends the other day :) Can't help it but Ryaisha is so gorgeous. heeeeee

bear!

okay, my face cmi here. I remember i was half asleep! haha.

Anyways, it's already 3 in the morning. Tired as hell already. Nights!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Quote.

If you can't read it, it says :

So love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason.

 If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised you it'd be worth it.

Somehow, everything does happen for a reason. I strongly agree. Initially i didn't want to believe it. Suddenly, almost overnight, i changed my mind. I found that quote in Jihan's bedroom. It could've been from a book, a movie, a song, a quote from someone or even maybe she made it up herself? It really dosen't matter. What does, is that it applies; in various ways that i can think of.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

But, she's gorgeous :)

Just got back from a full day. Gahh, been some time since i actually felt like i spent the day well :) Spent the night with Jihan and catching up with whatever we've been missing on. She spent the later part talking to Jamal otp. I snoozed off. heh. Anyways, got up & dressed up and headed to PJLA. I think i've blogged about PJ Live Arts before? Well, reason being was to watch my sister perform a musical. Was pretty good considering they only had 5 days to prepare for everything. Singing and the dancing. Had drinks at Brussels after the show then headed home since Jason & all were coming over. blablablabla and here i am!

*Sorry i have no pictures to post up*

Okay, off to the shower!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

mmmmm whatcha saaaaaaaayyyyy

I'm feeling so random now :) Headed to Seiramas in a bit & prolly staying over @ Jihan's. Hannah's coming back real soon! Monday i dinkkk. Anyway, leaving in a bit. Tata!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

There were posts?

I need to take a breather. Or something more than that to help me in the state i'm in right now.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING SELF CONCIOUS AND BLINDED ALL THIS WHILE.

& now it's too late. I want to get hit down by a car so badly now, or getting shot, or just dying in any form. Just so i won't feel all this foolishness in me. I swear, how could i have been doubting my thoughts since the start when everything was.right.there.

Yes, i tend to be in a daze sometimes and sometimes, a real nutcase. But this is so irrelavant. I knew what was there, i could have just taken the extra initiative, but i didn't. Why didn't i? I need more fags than you can imagine. bye.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

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Aaron showed me this on youtube. Pretty cool stuff, check it out :)