I Live In My Own Paradise

I'M SO EXCITED

2011-01-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

FOR A PENANG GETAWAY WITH THE MATES ;)

sorry for upsetting you guys, you've been very patient & surprisingly very loyal. Still visiting eventhough i'm not blogging ay? haha. i love you people :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Let's talk about PROM 2010!

2010-12-25T06:07:00.000+08:00

Haha, okay the title said it all. So yeah, it was the first prom i actually attended. I organized 2009's prom but it wasn't my prom. So that does NOT count. Anyway, let's go about it in detail cause i'm pretty sure the photos in Facebook didn't tell you much & my records in Nuffnang showed that twice as many readers dropped by this blog & left with no update about prom the day after; this post is for you people! Sorry it took me so long to shoo my lazybones :P

SO,

The initial plan was to meet Megat & Ashwin at AC at 1 & head to the hotel straight from there. BUT, plan failed. I ended up chilling with Saikit & Andrew & the other two rascals were an hour late.

& even after they came, everyone adjourned to foos & snooker. MAJOR DELAY-ERS.

But the good part was that it was a pleasant surprise bumping into Red during his lunch break! :)

After that, since we took up so much time, everyone rushed for a quick meal while i waited.

& had my pictures taken in the end.

After all that, we rushed to the hotel asap & headed to the room after some minor problems with the room. It looked simple. A little too small to cramp the whole 8 of us but oh well. Everyone in the room ended up watching Human Centipede while i got my hair & makeup done by Kenny Yee! He is so awesome. You should totally make an appointment with him if you have a formal event. I got my hair & makeup done for RM150. (student price) plus, he came to the hotel to do it for me.

*skip skip*

major panicking & rushing in the room. Imagine boys & girls getting changed in one room! Plus, hotelroom-less people crashing at your place to get changed. CRAZY.

Thankfully, it all went well in the end :) no one was late & everyone looked fab.

tada! THUMBS UP.

Before we entered, there were photographers taking pictures. So yeah, it'll look good if you had another pair. But since i went solo, i was in shit. SO, who did i walk in with?

Mister Dylan Zahari. fuuhh, hot dayummm. hahaha. ;)

Okay, back to the topic. The deco's were pretty & all but what can i say, hotel food always suck & it was a western menu. One thing i figured out, you can't cook western in big quantities like how you do for chinese food. it's not the same!

Haha, well whatever it is, i think our emcee did a pretty good job! Kudos to Jeremy from Red.FM

& i got to meet new people :)

crystal - megan - yoursturly. :)

Then came best dressed nominees; i got nominated but i didn't win. That's okay cause the person who won deserves it & she's my bestfriend. haha. Dearest Tee Joann :) Plus, she won the PROM QUEEN title too! so proud of you hunn!

love you big bum ;)

So then came the slow dance & saikit asked me to dance with him. awww what a sweetheart & later, asked megan too! tsktsk. Player.. too much. jokes :P

So yeahp, that pretty wraps up prom!

Then later we took forever to decide where to head to after that, in the end? Spritz, Changkat. It was alright, music was fine but could've been louder. Half the crowd from prom were at Maison but nayhhh. Then again it didn't really matter where we were at. Just as long as all of us were together :) ahh, so corny. Because just amongst ourselves, we're crazy enough already. Let me show you.

example no.1

example no.2

say no more. :)

Hahaha, okay we're not thattt crazy. Those were semi candids. These are what we really are like :)

Kota Kemuning bunch! :) & Navar, visiting from Australia.

avatar!

After all that, some of em headed to KFC, mamak & some back to the hotel. Hotel for me because i felt light headed from the booze. But the best one of all? Gregory Chee. the biggest L-O-L ever. Not gonna elaborate, but it's really funny. :D

Woke up next morning after barely a few proper hours of sleep for.. SWIMMING!

look at those morning faces :)

fries for breakfast? haha, this is heaven.

mr Billy Lim ( who looks like a tycoon here for some reason ) & I

bliss :)

he's like O.O

& after all that, we finally checked out at 1pm. Man, it felt super fast okay. i didn't want it to end :(

kimmy & i

barefaces! not a single slap of makeup.

fuuhh, Roshan's camwhore skills.

After all that, we headed to Pavilion for a meal. The guys were craving for Carl's Junior eve since we were at the pool. So yeahp, we girls ditched them for better food. Thai food!

pretty decos.

before

after!

kimmy smhucks! :)

By 330pm, we were already on our way back.

gregory, the guy who thinks he's a ninja or some sort when he's drunk.

panda eyes! heh.

Well, the way back took a long time but it was fun at the same time :) it consisted disturbing Jonas Brothers lookalikes by the roadside, pretending to have hydraulics in your car, ( those cars that bouces in Snoop Dogg's mv ) & making 3 word sentences out of car plates. ( ex: BJJ- blow job jungle ) hahahaha :D

So yeah people, that's about all i can state here. :) for the complete pictures, it's here. CLICK.

Okay, i've been up for too long. I can hear the islam prayers. It's 6am already?!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-12-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

It's a Friday morning, i sit at the patio of my house & i see a pink dragonfly! :) Lucky me, i managed to get an up close photo of it. Yeap, flying.

& i can proudly say i took it myself. muahahaha. feel free to click to enlarge.

Okay, nothing to update here, but i'll just say what comes into my mind.

Happy Belated, Shen Khai, my dearest lalabeng. Sorry i couldn't make it for your party last night. Hope you had an awesome sausage fest :P
Ashwin is getting his haircut.
I did Christmas shopping yesterday.
I can't wait for ECONOMICS to be over & woot! prom.
I'm hungry, again.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Christmas is just round the corner!

2010-12-15T14:06:00.001+08:00

So, what is Christmas to you? Presents? Mistletoes? :P Everything actually, it's the jolly season & Christmas trees just gives it the extra "oomph" to your mood. Dosen't it? That's why every year it's a tradition for my family to set up our Christmas tree! Colour theme this year? Red & Gold. :) same as last years. ah dang.

Well we started everything pretty late; around 10-ish. & by the time we finished unpacking the decos, setting up the tree, opening up the branches, vacuuming the dust etc. It was 12. hahaha. It's amazing that we have four people to work together but yet i think we get things done faster without the distraction of each other. Anyhow, it was fun! While preparing, junks consisted of Butter Shortbread Cookies & Whiskey.

munchkin' getting all excited. heh so cute :)

arranging & what not

spreading out the branches.

no, it's not as easy as it seems. the "leaves" are pokey.

this is pretty much what it looks like when it's naked. Deco-less.

& yes, our tree has this (idk what you call it) to cover the ugly base. isn't it preeeedy?

vacuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum. & what would a person like Sarah do?

yes. -.-

& i had my fair share of abuse from her

tsk tsk, Sarah..

in return? :*

daddy! :) - & a cape?

so arugleee.

Naked tree again

& the deco begins!

why so seriousss?

lights in first! ( useful tip )

Anyway, this is what happened. Sarah fell asleep on the couch & my dad was too tired. Mom was too lazy i guess. So that means, i did the decorations all alone :(

see! you think he'll get up?

no, i wasn't posing for the camera without doing anything okaayy.

END RESULT?

wait for it..

tadaaaaa! :) well, we haven't got an angel to top it up on the tree. Idk where to get nice ones :/

my dad got some decos from the UK last year, and they're so pretty :)

bobbles :)

santa!

well, that's all. set up your Christmas tree now! :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Family & family.

2010-12-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

I love my family, eventhough they can be really weird & what not. That's what makes us ONE :) anw, we got together the other day for a mini close family gathering.

Amanda turns 9! :)

L-R : Aunty Carol - Mikhail - Unc Donny - Amanda - Grandpa - Me - Aunt Belinda - Dad

she decorated her own cake! how cute :)

her birthday treat from me, i allowed her to abuse my hair. as though it's not bad enough after i coloured my hair.

grandpa!

Hahahaha, i just updated just so you won't be stopping by to see NO updates.

( this whole post took me 3 minutes )

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Good skin, Bad skin?

2010-12-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

There are the girls with nice skin & the ones with bad skin. There are girls are born pretty & there are ones without natural beauty. Quite honestly i wouldn't say i'm ugly, but i AM one of those few who are born with bad skin. Okay, that's pretty pathetic, i wasn't BORN with bad skin. In other words, i'm going through a phase where acne & oily skin is a tad bit of a problem :/

Plenty of teens now seek help from skin doctors, take birth control pills to balance their hormones & what not. Yes, those work. Sometimes. & basically it takes time & consistency. But anyway, what i'm trying to say here is. What do you do if you have bad skin, you wanna look good because your medication takes foreverrrrrr to work & you just wanna look good on a daily basis?

NATURAL MAKEUP :)

Yeap. Not like you guys weren't expecting to hear that, but the mistake plenty of people make, ( including me until i found out the importance of natural beauty ). Sometimes, girls with bad skin, not-so-pretty faces, aren't exactly what you term as ugly. Don't tell me you have not seen an ugly girl dating a darn good looking guy? It's what matters on the inside. But, a little makeup to enhance whatever good features you have won't kill, right? :)

For me, i made a mistake at a phase where i used to wear dark eyeshadow during the DAY. wuuutttt? From what i know, guys don't like girls with such thick makeup. Occasionally at night or prolly an event won't kill, you wanna look outstanding during the event right? STILL. back to the topic. If you disagree, & want to go on wearing dark makeup during the day, okay trashcan, go ahead :)

Nuff talking, let me show you a comparism of what i'm talking about.

no make up.

dark makeup. ( excuse jyb :p )

& natural. :) see it now? just light foundation, blusher, eye liner for the water line, mascara & eye brow pencil.

haha, well i just felt like stating my opinion :) bye!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

♥

2010-12-07T13:03:00.000+08:00

I promised myself i won't believe in magical fairy tales & live in a fantasy.

Reality is where i should belong.

ashamed to say this, but..

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-12-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Headed to KL Pac for another show by Hands percussion team again. The last one i attended was not long ago, uhmm a month maybe? & it was held in the MPO. Idk why, strange as it seems. The beats they make with the drums & drums it self is pretty impressive :)

with Jimmy, the composer for Hands & i think he's cute in a way. HAHA :D

Later then, mom Sarah & her friend and i had a meal @ Empire and i shoppedddd. ahhhhh feels good & bad at the same time just spending money :/ Oh well, it's a necessity.

Anyway, the thought of SPM coming to an end so quickly is pretty scary. Those last 3 subjects for me are prolly the subjects that could make me or break me. Damn. So to those who thinks SPM is a breeze, i don't like you, thank you.

Sarah is becoming my twin. really.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-12-03T00:45:00.001+08:00

why?

signing off,

samanthakoay.

DUDE. 3 MORE PAPERS!

2010-12-02T15:24:00.001+08:00

Yes indeed. JUST THREE FRICKIN' MORE! I'M SO CLOSE YET SO FAR. :( ah well, lets hope this pays off.

Science today was uh, fine i guess. I don't wanna go over confident on this, cause well, -lilian, remember what happened to people who thinks sulphur dioxide is in the air? :P okay anyway besides that we got Subway together! & had some crazy talk we haven't had in quite some time. I still love it when we talk about stories that you don't experience everyday. Lilian is really the person you wanna talk to since both our expression towards things are always extreme. In both ways, yes. OH & if you're reading this i still wanna see the back of your dress!

Well, got my hair trimmed after school since the last time i did was in JUNE. all the endsssss :( horrible. & honestly, i don't really like it. I don't think it suits MY look & it's so layer-ish. mehhh.

& did i mention it makes my hair poofy too?! ahhh damn. i don't even have that much hair as it is.

& for the record, i actually left that infront of my desk & laugh to myself when i'm studying, Ashwin. HAHA. weird.

oh oh oh, AND to those that read my fb status a few months back about me picking up the guitar again; i did! & i think i'm getting better at it. Want me to serenade you? :P okay i didn't have to brag but yes. BYE :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Love Sex American Express (Christian Marchi Mix)

2010-11-30T19:44:00.001+08:00

old song, new fav :)

Made your Christmas wish list yet?

2010-11-30T16:07:00.000+08:00

Cause i have! Honestly speaking, Christmas is kind of my favourite festive of the year. Crazy annoying music playing in every part of the mall, EOY SALES, school holidays & family get togethers. During CNY you get ang paus, Raya's you get to attend open houses & receive green packets, Deepavali you get to eat curry! & watch beautiful fireworks. Of course not forgetting events such as Halloween & Valentine's Day which are all just as awesome.

ANYHOW, back to the topic. This year, before i go to college & all. I suddenly felt the urge to finally "demand" for the things that i've been wanting to have for quite some time. Or maybe not. If a week is a long time :) Don't get me wrong by the way, i'm not being a desperado telling you to get me something for Christmas. I just felt like sharing what i like & maybe the links might come in handy for you!

Well, my mind's a mess right now cause i'm having my add maths paper tomorrow but yet i'm here blogging about my "wish list". wow. So yeah, mind me, their not exactly in order.

Jumpsuit from Motel Rocks ! I'd kill for it, plus the price is reasonable! 30 USD i think? Just that i might have to trouble my friends @ UK to get it for me since they don't ship to Malaysia. Damn :(

& this top! ( the striped one ) from Shop At Beautiful Disaster .Yes, i'm currently thinking of a particular style that i'd be able to pull off & still feel comfy in it. heh.

Okay, as for shoes. Heels, correction HIGH heels are suuuuuper sexy and so NOT trashy if you wear them right. Plenty of us get the wrong idea of stilettos being trashy or whorish. Well, uh yeah it is if you purchased them from the wrong places.. But the heels from Tres Tresors are so pretty. This one in particular. mmmmmm :)

NICE MAXXXX. haha shit, i sound so weird. Anyway this isn't quite part of my wish list beacause i've already purchased it! & it's coming home to ME in just a few days time. yay! & i'm pairing this with my dress for prom. So excited! Anyway, the shoes are pretty similar to other websites but i like to shop here better. So shop at The Shoe Cupboard if you like.

if you know me well, you'd know i love fragrances. esp. floral, musk with a tinge of sweet scent & of course. STRONG ones. not those useless mists that fades in an hour. Haha, oh & yeah. I had this before. Aaron got it for me last year for my birthday & i finished it in less than 6 months. I liked it that much okay!

I actually still have a few more on my list but i can't find pictures of em' on the internet. Hope some of the links did you good thou. I'll recommend more the next time, local & international sites that i've shopped with, since i'm an internet shopaholic. Peace!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

New Layout!

2010-11-29T17:53:00.003+08:00

BIG SMILES! frequent updates & more pictures coming your way ;)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Cookie Monster!

2010-11-27T03:38:00.000+08:00

Yeah. I baked cookies. NOT. Sarah did everything, for me! :) Moral was being a bitch with all the definition & what not. So i needed something to release my stress. Food! (something sweet & that reminds me i'm yet to go to the doc to check if i'm Diabetic-not joking ) So cookies were the perfect solution & she made em' although she was supposed to sleep since it was late already. What a darling eh? Anyway, it's been ages since i last baked cookies. The last time i did wasssss.. for my ex boyfriend's birthday last year, in June :O

Well anyway, of course it tasted awesome. Uh, duhhhh. & i'm gonna have to burn this all tomorrow evening! Usual jogging routine by the Kota Kemuning Lakeside. :)

It's late & i need my sleep so let the pictures do the talking!

Mmmmm

Yes very yummehh

all thanks to my "twin" <3

okay, totally cannot make it. Makeup-less, Bintang beer singlet i wear to sleep 5 times a week ( yes i wash it everytime i wear it & that's why it's 5 not 7 ), and horrible poses. hmm :) i like it. Goodnight!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

JUST FOR FUN!

2010-11-22T03:38:00.000+08:00

It's late at night. Or should i say early in the morning. So yeah, my friend Chung Gene & i were having a small chat over facebook about how much we've changed ( looks wise ) since form one. Yeahp. Back then when we were 13. So yes, the transformation for some of us. DRAMATIC. In a good way of course. Some are pretty mild. Guess they just look older throughout the years & some don't change at all. Tell me why! & some. look. uhhh. yeahhh :) Anyway, this comparison post is for you guys to laugh at & for you, Gene! since you said i looked like a witch! >:(

Okay SO..

okay so yeah, not the clearest but it's pretty much the only photo i found that was at the same angle. look at that stupid smile! haha. or grin? i look like a paedophile with that smile. * come here young one.. ;) *

NEXT.

& yes. don't argue with me. I bet most of you girls LOVED camwhoring in front of the mirror back then. But in the most unattractive way. sorry guys. well, guilty ask charged with the photo above. :/

& look what i found! :) Sabah 2006 & @ my confirmation 2010. Coincidently standing at the same position, so not planned. ( btw Sarah looks so cute back then! :D what happened? -.- )

And the best part! CLOSE UP. hehe

JENG JENG JENG. omg what beautiful teeth i had back in form1! :P

but okay gimme a break. i had no makeup on but i did on the photo on the right.

Haha, this was such a bimbotic post. Pretty fun though ;D goodnight earthlings!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.

2010-11-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

Been staying home for the past week since SPM's round the corner. Last minute mugging & what not. sighh :( That explains why i'm updating my blog with nonsensical posts = my break time. Anyway, because i've been staying home, i've also been around to annoy my sister 24/7. heeeeee.. i enjoyyyyyy.. :P

i love you long time!

OH, & check this song out. It's pretty old but i'm suddenly addicted to it again. & It's no.1 on my workout playlist now. Introduced by an indie & house music lover friend of mine, Mr. Ethan Curzon

CLICK ME!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

IF YOU WANT TO STUDY BUT NOTHING'S GOING INTO YOUR HEAD

2010-11-15T17:41:00.000+08:00

THEN JOIN THE CLAN. hehe.

i love the first picture.

i think i just scared away my potential friends.

i think my own friends too.

YOU LIKE IT? :P

signing off,

samanthakoay.

The 5 years in Sri Kuala Lumpur.

2010-11-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today marks our last day of high school, officially. From what i remember, it wasn't that long ago when I, a fresh out of a chinese school girl, scruffy as ever, tomboy like, just thinking about how was it going to be for me as a high school student. The big influence from what we watch in the movies, well, basically all Hollywood films, makes high school such a scandalous & somewhat "fit in or fuck off" society. haha, might just be me & my imagination. heh.

Well, i'd say i was lucky. I came into Sri Kuala Lumpur Secondary & was put into 1 Beta. First friend i ALMOST made? wait for it..

GREGORY CHEE! ( the only reason why i said "almost"? i thought he was a girl- the long shoulder length hair, so i wanted to say hi, till he turned around when someone called out his name. OMG WHAT A MANLY GIRL! okay, friends making in 1 Beta - FAILED.

Then after some complications, i ended up at 1 Delta. First friend i made there? Wooi Woan Ni. We had one hell of a ride as friends. In a good & bad way of course :) Well, overall in form one? I thought i fit in pretty well, even had my first boyfriend then. Pretty proud of myself :P (self kembang moment)

Then form 2 & 3 passed, but it was pretty drama-less. But the best part of it? I made awesome friends. eg : Verene Ong, Ashwin Kumar, Ryaisha Filda, Tee Joann & Rizal Ramzan. :)

Then came form 4, i felt as though it was a mixture of a breeze of freedom & withdrawal & well, probably the most drama-filled year. That year, i made new friends, new classmates, new everything. I finally found my second boyfriend after so long. Well, that didn't last long either. So did the one after that. :/ But all for different reasons. I still love every each one of them verymerrybery much. In a brotherly way. hahaha.

Last but not least, Form 5. My final secondary school year. This year passed by the fastest. To me, i think. I managed to do so much in so little time. I made friends from SJ, Damansara, KK, everywhere. More than i ever had in the past years :) people that i'm pretty sure would be friends for a long time. Went for a trip to Phuket with the mates, partied & got to know some peoples true colours. Also, this year i got closer to/ started to make friends with people whom i'd never expect. Calista Yee, Ooi Joshua, Lilian (**** babes), Megatron, Darren Mark :) I LOVE YOU PEOPLE SO MUCH.

Well, i'mma wrap up this post with some photos from today.

awesome threesome of 5 Rho :)

photo credits to calistayee.

i'll miss everything, everything so much.

Sri KL made me who i am.

Some of you might not like it, but learn to accept.

High school was definitely not a phase.

"It's just the beginning."

signing off,

samanthakoay.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI PEOPLE!

2010-11-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

HAVE A GREAT ONE PEOPLE!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

MY SISTER

2010-10-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

JUST FELL OFF THE CHAIR.

& she wanted to show off how much she's transformed into a beautiful young lady (gaga) HAHA.

this is her & her handsome boyfriend :)

NOT.

wait, this is her! :) awwww prettier & prettier everyday. & an ang moh boyfriend? not bad sarah :P

just joking, heh. don't take it to personally if youre seeing this, Nick.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Malaysian Open 2010

2010-10-02T02:36:00.000+08:00

Yes, as shocked as some of you might be, i actually do play tennis. & i enjoy watching too :) My coach got us free tickets for the match & it was held @ Bukit Jalil so there we went! Crowd was no where near the amount as Cheer 2010, goes to show badminton is more of a Malaysian game? Oh well.. Lee Chong Wei & what not.. Sorry i'm not quite a fan of badminton. Anyhow, back to tennis; i got to see Soderling &; Ferrer! Yeah well, the players this year aren't as known as last years' but still some of my fav players came around so okay, just had to see them play before my exams resume on Monday. What a bummer :/ Got to watch two matches.

First match

T.Berdych vs. D.Ferrer

Second match

A.Golubev vs. R.Soderling

Well, i'm going to post up the photos in order but i'm lazy to explain. It dosen't need much anyway. haha. It's getting late & i need to sleeeeep!

the complimentary ticket from Coach Michael :) thanks again!

the empty stadium..

that's his friend & himself, coach mikey :)

mommy & I

i just HAD to have a photo with the background. i do the "tourist" photo all the time ;)

Long story short, Ferrer won!

yes, the usual throw the sweatband & tennis balls to the crowd.

& of course, interviews.

Second round started! & i was hoping for Soderling but he freaking LOST! & he's ranked 5th place. oh well, i left early anyway. The game was taking forever although the previous match was a three setter plus i was hungry as hell.

the khazakstan guy *borat!* that trashed Soderling. :(

mmmm :)

Yeahp, i left after the first set, sadly.

mom & i headed for dinner at 11pm :( i was using up whatever energy i had left. You can ask lilian how i do that all the time. heh.

LATER!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

I'm gonna miss you, kak.

2010-09-26T02:45:00.000+08:00

Yes, it's been 4 years with this kakak of mine. & now she's going back for good. I just found out it sucks more than the rest cause i've never had a maid so young & chatty. Omgggg, which other maid would put up with my nonsense & still cover my ass? I hate it when it comes to this part. Really. They live with you for quite a while, years, and you take them for granted cause they're your "maid". They do something wrong, (give you warm water instead of cold, give you a hard boiled egg when you asked for HALF boiled, forget to wake you up in the morning etc) you get angry as hulk, broody and then they go home, never to be seen again.

Like, kjdhgjshjdfghertesf it's so fucking hard to say goodbye! I don't know about you, but from my experience with my past few maids i always feel like shit after seeing them off. Besides the fact that you won't see them for the rest of your life, i feel horrible about all the things i said/did to hurt them. If you know me well enough, yes i have a bit of a temper. It's certainly not an excuse to let it out on your maid. But ah fuck, what's done is done. The worst part? If you're at the airport seeing them off to their boarding gates & you'll have to hold back those tears if you cry easily, like me. :(

Anyway, i'm going off to the LCCT in a bit. I'm going to have my MCD breakfast :D and that reminds me of the last time lilian, josh & i snuck out from school in the morning for sausage mcmuffin. HAHA. Well sadly, we all got caught. But only after we filled our tummies! SUCKERS.

Okay, few photos before i go :)

Her name? Pitriana, but we call her "PIPIT" haha

i look like a giant here

oh, and she promised me she'd make a Facebook account. lol much? :P

♥

signing off,

samanthakoay.

It took you a just a "hello" before you took my breath away.

2010-09-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

i think i'm getting my study mode on. LET'S HOPE SO :)

i'm feeling random, so could you ask me something on Formspring ? Nothing nasty or horny you ass holes.

i admit it's fun getting random questions from strangers. So mysterious eh?

okay, gotta go! :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

I missed my chance with you; & lets hope i'm wrong.

2010-09-17T03:00:00.002+08:00

What have the readers been missing out on? Quite honestly, nothing. Save me from this misery :( I wanna be freeeeee. noooooooooooo.

OKAY, anyway, why am i blogging at 3 am? i don't know, really. But if you must know, or you will know, eventually, i'll be attending my first Raya open house for this year tomorrow! I'll fill you people in with pictures really soon. But sorry Blogger, you suck balls so everything will be up on Facebook.

SPM Trials are in a week or so. I'm fucked, i know. Just pray for me? I'll love you for that. Really. & after you do, let me know, then i'll give you a big sloppy kiss! muahahaha!

Anyway, just because i'm awesome, imma show you the many faces of Samantha Koay Shu Wern when she can't get to sleep.

Yeah okay, i know i look horrible, ( i look better in person ) -quick cover up. Especially in the 3rd photo. HAHAHA, failed attempt on a puppy dog face? Anyway screw it, in case you didn't notice my walls in the background, we're painting the whole house now! yay! & upgrading a few stuffs here and there. Well, about time anyway. Been almost 10 years since we moved in.

NUFF' RAMBLING. I NEED TO HIT THE SACKS NOW. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. BYE :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

I have pretty things.

2010-08-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Quite honestly, colourful things aren't exactly my thing. I'd prefer to stick to simple colours. Such as black, red, white, grey, purple.. and more white. haha! Which, can come across pretty boring sometimes, BUT OH WELL.. That's me! & i'm not boring, mind you. >:( Anyhow, i was at the Curve's bazaar last Sunday and guess what? I spotted this stall selling lights! Very eye catching, yes. So yeah, thought about it & whaddaheck, RM58 is pretty okay right? Least i could add some colours to my white & red coloured room. Literally. Barely any other colours. See! :)

You can put in anywhere you like of course, curtains, cupboards.. But i chose to put it by my bed. Looks fancier to me. :)

seeeeeee!

i like how the lights reflects on the wall. especially when the lights are off.

it's so naisssss. :)

Well, life's treating me okay now. I cleared the air & now i know what's to be done & what's not; what to expect & what not. I just never knew it was possible for someone to drive me that crazy, confused & well, basically just very emotionally unstable. Lucky for me, that's all settled; without getting into a fight this time. LML

Talking about more good things in life, i've learnt to accept the past, learn to forgive ( never forget, don't be stupid ) & appreciate people for whom & what they are. I've made new friends, good people i hope to get to know better. My best friend is finally free from her chains after the truth is revealed & is happier/better off with someone now. -& to those whom are still going through a tough time, stay strong & hold on for just a little while more, you'll make it through, trust me. *calista* :')-

On a random note, i'm back to online shopping again! Not hardcore this time, i've decided to buy clothes from websites which are more decent looking. (with prettier & slimmer models and better photo quality). Although they're a little more costly, trust me. You'll see the difference. I just received my parcel today! Purchased a dress from RARA BLACK. This one in particular:

see what i mean about the model. psssttt :P

mmmmmm..

Yeap, so i'm done here now. Stay tuned for more updates!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

UPDATES!

2010-07-22T17:16:00.001+08:00

Hello & hi :)

Thousand apologies for not updating, i'm aware ive said this a 100 times but i always fail to come up with ideas to blog about.

So, just a few things i thought i'd update you about :

1. I miss ASHWIN KUMAR so much, i'd give up chocolates for him to just come home now.
2. I'm officially healthier almost 2 weeks.
3. I have no knowledge whatsoever about computers, & yes i just found that out about myself. ( idk how to download music! but red & rizki helped. dankyousomuch! )
4. You can barely fake a smile if you smile at someone special with your eyes. It's like you mean that smile with your all from the inside
5. A teacher in school is trying to make my life miserable because i stood up for a friend, go ahead.
6. Teh Li lian is the cheekiest woman ever.
7. If you saw my horrible hairstyle today, please don't ask me why, i won't do that ever again.
8. I'm broke, so please don't ask me to go anywhere which requires paying anymore than RM10.
9. I've been having horrible mood swings & intensive thinking about my life, love, past, present & future.
10. I've got tennis so i gotta go!

& some photos, for fun.

when ashwin came over & camwhored ( photos of his fugly hairy legs only )

from one of those nights when aaron came over.

disgusting as you are, you're still someone i'd stand up for.

HAHA, don't ask.

yes, this is the south park-ed ME! tell me it looks like me. heh

the quote i live with; you should too :) note the bold letters in the sentence. this keeps me headstrong, ask my friends if you like.

2010-06-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

The title captured your attention yet? Yes, i know i'm really late but if you haven't read about this, please do!

News & image from The Sun, UK.

A 72-YEAR-OLD granny is having an incestuous affair with her own GRANDSON — and the pair are set to have a BABY, according to reports.

Grey-haired Pearl Carter has allegedly began a bizarre relationship with her 26-year-old grandchild Phil Bailey.

Pearl, from Indiana, is now using her pension to pay $54,000 (£35,000) to a surrogate mother so they can have a child, say reports in New Idea magazine in New Zealand.

Pearl said: "I'm not interested in anyone else's opinion. I am in love with Phil and he's in love with me. Soon I'll be holding my son or daughter in my arms and Phil will be the proud dad."

The story has swept the internet.

But doubts have been raised by internet bloggers because of the lack of detail.

Kissed

Phil is the son of Pearl's daughter Lynette Bailey — who the pensioner put up for adoption when she was just 18, the magazine reported.

When Lynette died, Phil tracked down his long lost gran — 46 years his senior — and they started their strange relationship.

Pearl told New Idea: "From the first moment that I saw him, I knew we would never have a grandmother-grandson relationship. For the first time in years I felt sexually alive."

The pair spent their first week together shopping, bowling and eating out.

Pearl said: "I called Phil into my bedroom, sat him on the bed, and then I leant over and kissed him.

"I expected rejection but instead he kissed me back."

Phil told the magazine he had the same feelings towards Pearl.

He revealed: "I wanted to kiss her there and then. My feelings were overwhelming.

"I love Pearl with all my heart. I've always been attracted to older women and I think Pearl is gorgeous. Now I'm going to be a dad and I can't wait.

"Yes, we get laughed at and bullied when we go out and kiss in public but we don't care. You can't help who you fall for."

The pair have asked 30-year-old Roxanne Campbell to carry their child.

Pearl said: "I am finally going to be a mum and not forced to give up my child. Phil's going to be a great dad. I never in a million years thought at 72 I'd be 'pregnant' and in love with my grandson.

"I make no apologies and I believe God's given me a second chance."

Pearl says the relationship is not wrong after a friend told her about Genetic Sexual Attraction (GSA) syndrome, which occurs when close relatives meet as adults and find they are attracted to each other.

She said: "I could now understand my feelings and realise they weren't wrong."

Pearl was 18 when she fell pregnant with daughter Lynette. She was living with her Catholic parents in Indiana and they insisted she give the baby away.

They organised a private adoption and Pearl never saw her baby girl again.

Pearl went on to marry but she never had any more children. Instead she searched for her lost daughter until finally giving up hope 15 years ago.

Phil met Pearl for the first time in 2006 after tracking her down when Lynette died from brain cancer.

I personally think that this whole thing is some sick joke. Come on, this is incest! Taboo much? Also, think of it. She's 72, he's 26. She probably isn't gonna live for long, but because some other reports mentioned that they've been having sex at least 3 times a week, i guess she'll be living for an extra 10 years? haha. Well, sex keeps your heart pumping & your blood circulating dosen't it? The ideal workout for this grandma. ;) Then again, you've got to be practical here. IF, IF he leaves her cause he can't take the pressure anymore, or if she dies out of the blue or something( well, she is old you know ), then what? What about the baby? Idk, this is so disturbing. What's happening to the world?! I still can't get the image of them both having sex. mmmm, spicy? No?

signing off,

samanthakoay.

DON'T JEALOUS ME!

2010-06-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

So yeah, i found this african dude on Youtube. And i cracked up the first time i heard him, it's just his voice! & everything nonsensical that he says. Not beacause i'm being racist here okay? Don't get me the wrong way, heh.

Tolu, who calls himself TBoy too, is one of the most popular comedians in the cyberspace. His jokes really don't quite make any sense & it's basically based on nothing. It's just him talking rubbish WHICH if you ask me, takes talent & also good presentation, no? Well, spare him 10 mins or so to watch a few of his videos! Watch part 4 & part 7! my favourite two. haha.

*click!*

DON'T JEALOUS ME

ASHWIN PEI KUMAR?

2010-05-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

Yes, heard of him? The sizzling sexy red house captain '10 who coincidently my best friend. My babi! I know, some people thinks it sounds rude. It is actually, but there's a story behind it. I'd tell you, but i sorta forgot how that name came around.. ANYWAY! Yes, he's a guy, but still yeah. What to do, so girly.. backside so perky and round ( i'm not joking, please take note ) Haha! So, the real reason why i owe him this post is because my blog is dead. So yeah, to those people who thinks Ashwin is hot & wants his number, please stay loyal to samanthakoay.blogspot.com & i'll grant you your wish. Deal? So, back to buisness, if you don't know Ashwin, you'd think, shitttt, who's this sexy "gangster" looking person?

Phwoah, not bad right? (compared to Joshua) but still, the sexiest is? Me. Thank you i know.

If you're Kheng Boon & youre reading this, unfortunately he's not what you think he is. Under that Justin Bieber wannabe hair, that charm, that sportsman spirit that turns you & your sister on, HE.IS.

a lion lookalike. AGREE NOW. RIGHT? :D yer, not sexy.

Wait, if i still can't convince you that i'm sexier..

HAHAHA, fish lips! you girls like?

But anyway, no matter how sexy/ugly/lion-like he is, i still love you babi! MWAH!

Happy? I took more than 15 minutes you know? heh.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

HELLO.

2010-05-23T13:24:00.001+08:00

This blog should be declared dead or something. I'm sorry i let you readers down :( from 300+ a day, gradually reduced to 30 a day. heh. I don't have anything intersting like before and i don't want to be blogging about nothing either. I checked my nuffnang after, 3 weeks already? & under keywords, all i found was "rizal ramzan", "rizal ramzan's blog" LIKE HELLO? they come across my blog because they're searching for Rizal? Rizal, if you're reading this, happy la? haha.

Okay, emo.. i'll link Rizal anyway. Happy reading HIS blog. hmph ;(

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-05-07T21:36:00.004+08:00

It took a thousand dream miles to meet you again-

Somewhere deep in my labyrinthine mind

That I can’t reach with a conscious map.

Remembering those

Strawberry kisses and blue jeans,

The bewitched air under the august sun,

Whiffs of your smile, your caressing eyes,

And the forgotten taste of a rainbow dream.

I don’t know if you know

Our paths still cross on the other side of life.

The chance encounters in the dead of night

When the sandman visits my bed,

Sprinkling diamond dust

Of evenings half an age ago.

And as I sink into oblivion,

I wound my way sometimes,
To that parallel universe

Of our strawberry kisses and blue jeans.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

JUMBLE!

2010-04-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

Okay, scattered updates from everywhere. heh :)

Family came over one weekend when.. my sister was forced to cut her fringe as.. haha, isn't that not obvious enough?

& i was a photographer for Kota Kemuning's annual dinner, a month ago? :)

Percy the belly dancer. That made everyone's eyes pop, even mine :P ohyeahhh

with Karina :)

& another day home fooling around with Sarah. which was, a week before she got her hair tangled up in a brush.

& one of those 34637543 days when Ian popped by to chill, i..

waxed his! legs :P

i guess that's all for now, sports rehearsal tomorrow! let's hope i don't have to walk under the hot sun while carrying big flags :(

signing off,

samanthakoay.

So, what?

2010-04-17T20:59:00.001+08:00

randoms @ school.

& these two people,

needs to chill. I love you guys too much to see you people so down. &Kevin, i don't see you as often anymore but remember! I'm here when you need me, just a phonecall away :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-04-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

Someone UNBORE my life so that this blog can come back to life please?

Oh, aaron camwhored with my mom's laptop.

& a whole lot more.

Gahh, seriously no mood to blog. And i'm curious to know why is my readers still so loyal. hahaha. There's NOTHING people!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Memories.

2010-03-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

Phuket '10 is one of those memories which i'd remember till the day i die. Those 4 short but amazing days brought me closer to people whom i've never known & also to people who i've known for almost my whole highschool life. Although there were rocky bits in it, dont forget all the splendid moments we had! Somehow i'm sure all of us would miss Phuket, but who said we can't plan another trip after SPM? :D This time, we'll bring along friends from wherever & we'll celebrate! * omg i miss Seduction now.. *

Bits & pieces from Phuket! Go to my facebook for more :)

sadly, everything must come to an end ;(

Go see the photos alright? Anyway, i changed my DP since "somebody" from my cbox said i look like a ghost. hahaha. Okay, okay i'd do you that favour & i won't freak you out the next time you visit my blog okay?

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Fast Forward.

2010-03-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

I had tennis today & it's fuck when you push yourself to play better till you find yourself trying to hard. Which, equivalently is not the right way to play tennis.. Hence, dissapoinment in Coach Michael & me, the failure. I find myself wanting to succeed in this sport, yet there are so many distractions around me. Actually, i'll rephrase that. Those aren't distractions, everything just seem to never fall in place all the time. & i feel like there's nothing that i can do about it. I'm now living the way i should've been since the start. Self improvement maybe? I need to practise my focus, real bad. No?

2010-02-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

Heh, naughtttyyyyy boy. tsk tsk tsk..

-

2010-02-28T11:35:00.002+08:00

the many faces of samanthakoay in short hair :)

yes, i'm shameless like that.

bai.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

I want..

2010-02-13T19:17:00.002+08:00

My eyes are swollen from crying after watching The Time Traveller's Wife. hahaha. & i'm headed to PJ for my family's reunion dinner. I'm such a softy when it comes to tear jerkers. I think i've blogged about this before.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

COURTESY IS A WAY OF LIFE! hahaha. Says Sri KL.

2010-02-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

I've been living everyday as it is. I'm ditching hate and digging love. I wouldn't say i get along with everyone, but lets not create anymore enemies eyy?

it's ian love!

& of course, the uber lovelies.

i know it's hard to stay strong babe, and i'm running out of advices and jokes to keep you smiling, but i'll be there for you whenever you need me. :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

BBQ @ home & Day with Aaron.

2010-02-09T00:31:00.001+08:00

So Kevin came over to my place last Saturday for a small gathering cause we wanted to celebrate my sister's birthday in advance. Family friends and all came over, but Kev looked like he could fit in pretty well so yeah :)

ewwww, had to wipe his sweat half way cause he was almost soaked. AHHAHA.

the kids got along with Kev so well :)

tsk tsk, uncle TJ :) heh, all 3 very very unflattering.

poor kid down with a bad flu :/

obscene weh kevvvvv

incase i havent mentioned earlier, Kevin's my new girlfriend. Yes, he does my pedicure, late night gossips, and quarrels like a bitch. HAHAH, joking lah :P

your saddd miserable janggut.

awwwwhhh :)

They aaaalll start young ey?

Next day, went out with Aaron for lunch & we spent the whole day bumming around and snapping photos. :)

yes, i reduced my makeup. dont ask whyy :)

some sticky sweet. i like the effects lah okayy. haha.

eleehhhhhh

hoho, machoman.

it was super humid cause the rain just stopped, but that really spoilt my mood lah. Felt damn stuffy & all :|

spot my sweat! hahaha

haha, so UNglam woi.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

quickie!

2010-02-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

To me, right now; life is perfectly imperfect.

Anyway, I'll blog about the bbq @ my place & the day spent with Aaron later.

i thought my comp died the other day. haha, thank god i was wrong.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-02-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

I felt like it took forever to pass the time in school today. I was sooo exhausted by the time i got home. Also because i felt really light headed in the morning :/ No, i'm not on any meds neither am i on drugs. haha. Someone just HAD to call right smack during my oh-so-syok sleep. Thank you so much :(

Anyway, i actually wanted to introduce you people to my new love, BRANDON! But sadly i can't find my bb's usb, so i can't show you his photo. Shit lah, damn potong stim.

& Calista, i'm so proud you pulled through the auditions! Also to the dancers, Evelyn, Yong Li & Hui Jer. Good job although i wasn't there to cheer you guys on. *big huggggg*

I'll post more photos of Brandon after i finish stalking him every weekday in school! Ahhhh, i'm in love with a standard one kid. HAHAHAHA! okay don't lie, i'm sure some of you were thinking, "Who is Brandon weh?" Okay, random. Btw, check out Aaron's riding comunity link. A kinda sport not maaany people are doing. Go check it out :) Gahh, I think i've got too much energy after my nap. I'll stop here. Out!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-02-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Okay, actually i don't have anything to blog about atm. heh.

I just want to say, keep up the good work, Blue House & to those who's been there for me all these while, keeping me on the right track, i love you! :) sososososo much. *big sloppy kissssss!*

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-01-31T17:15:00.000+08:00

I found more photos of my & babibabo too! *from Kim's new blog.*

Go visit for more pictures :)

kimmyyy :)

paul frank loves me. hoho.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Happy Belated Birthday, Andrew!

2010-01-31T14:32:00.001+08:00

Andrew's suprise party wasn't much of a suprise to him, i think. He looked like he knew it all already :/ Gahh, big time failure. Anyway, the party was okay thou. Although i didn't swim cause i was having the monthy you-know-what, it was alright overall. Some photos first!

Ian - Josh & i

the most annoying but entertaining classmate ever. (esp. when he sits infront of you)

the photographer for the night. YeeKai!

Left the party slighty early, around 9 ish. & headed to Laundry after arguing in the car with Ian, Joshua & Fai. SERIOUSLY can't talk to them okaay, you've got to shout at everything cause everyone wants everything their way. But obviously i got mine my wayyyyyyy. Haha. Had my usual Mojito & beer for the guys then Joshua just HAD to bug us to bits to bring him to 2K for snooker. So while waiting, Fai & i filled our tummies for late night supper with Fried rice & Hokkien Mee while chit chatting. Damn layan wehh. hahaha.

After everything, Fai decided to listen to me.. IT'S A MIRACLE! ahahahaha. To choose hoes over bros ;) He ditched the guys for Sherlin instead. So yeah, he followed us from PJ to KK to surprise Sher then dropped me home. That ass had to make Ian do two trips thou :/ Luckily he found his way back to pick Fai. If not, Fai.. You can meet the parents lah. So yeahp, got home & that wraps up my night!

thanks again Ian for driving us everywhere! I owe you big time :)

lovelovelove.

Once again, happy belated birthday Andrew Wong. Shower my big bum Jo with love cause she's awesome like that & that's what she deserves.

ps: AC, why aren't you picking up my calls? :/

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Photoshoot @ home.

2010-01-29T14:38:00.001+08:00

As i promised! Although i'm down with a pretty bad flu now, i'm still going to blog. I hate getting sick :( Makes me feel so.. shitty i guess. Oh well, back to buisness.

Had to finish mom's make up before A.Emily came to do her hair since we were running short of time. Then A.Florence came, well her make up was done by A.Emily. Thennn, more and more aunties came to watch. Just so yknow, I can never do something nice to anyone's hair. Not even a proper pony tail. I guess i have this thing with hair. hahaha. :/ Anyway, like i mentioned from the previous post, these photos are yet to be on some booklet for an annual dinner thingyy. All the photos were taken by yours truly, enjoy!

The Casts.

gypsyyyyy mommyyyy

maharaja?

mother in-law maybe? hahaha.

yes, a wig.

A.Kim & A.Doreen i think?

Makeup in progress :)

priceless.

& that's a wrap! Love A.Emily's camera too :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

Quick Update!

2010-01-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

Just finished a small photoshoot for the ladies of Kota Kemuning. :) The photos are for the upcoming annual dinner, themed "Arabian Nights". I'll post up the pictures real soon!

I'mma hit the sacks now anw, believe it or not, i'm taking part in a Poster competition in school. heh. Whatever okaaay, i can't draw, but maybe i can paint? Oh well..

signing off,

samanthakoay.

I'm now a confirmed Catholic :)

2010-01-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

I can still recall, just no less than 4 months ago. When i was thinking to myself after a whole day out with someone; that somehow made me doubt the presence of god. That night, i thought to myself, & asked. " Is there something really called GOD in this world? Does Buddha or Jesus Christ exist? "

Me being a form 4 student then, i was preparing to be confirmed the following year. I seeked advice from everyone around me, mostly catholic followers. Everyone gave me the same advice, saying that if you don't believe, don't get confirmed, you're just wasting your time. So then that lead to a slight argument with my mom cause i told her i was VERY sure i didn't want to be confirmed as i believed more in scientific reasons than anything with God. After much persuasion, i gave the recent church camp a last shot, only because my mom forced the shit out of me. Haha. That week, i had to miss Sai Kit's bbq party that somehow i just wanted to go so badly. My bad lah, i'm a fooood person sometimes. heh. But just thinking back about everything i've gained from the camp, i have no regrets, at all. Not just about missing the bbq okay, please. I bonded with new people, got to know people much more, more than what i see from just the outside. aaaaannnddd SHOWER IN COLD WATER IN THE MORNING! hahahaha.

Back to buisness, I just had my confirmation today & i actually do feel like a Catholic. I don't feel weird & there's nothing strange about it anymore. Some people say it's all in the mind. It's wether you want to believe if there is something called God or not; but i experienced something special in the camp that i dreaded going, & that must mean something. During inner healing, God must've been trying to tell me something, so i will learn to listen & follow :)

-Photos are posted on Facebook-

excuse some photos with oil on my forehead. No it's not oily skin, i got annointed with oil okaaay.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

EDITED. specially for Calista Yee

2010-01-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

Yes, this post

flushed her ego down the toiletbowl. hehhh. So since she not only spammed my cbox but also called me up to complain, i'll make it up to her. Hahah. To those of you who don't know who is "CALISTA" She's actually very pretty okaayy. So pretty that she even has a boyfriend.

since she insisted i show everyone..

ANYWAY, this is wasting my time. Off for accounts & then tennis real soon! Might even gym after that? Phwoah, sports prac, p.e, tennis & gym all in ONE day! :D

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-01-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

It sometimes kills me to keep my thoughts / opinions to myself; as you'd know by now i'm a pretty outspoken person. Like it or not, that's just how i am. I may not be the best story teller or philosopher, but i enjoy expressing myself. It sort of releases whatever negative energy i have in me. I'm not a good liar, people who knows me good enough can instantly notice the change in my voice or the look on my face. I hate lying about something that i don't want to lie about, but sometimes it just makes life much easier. For everyone of course.

Well, i'm not going to lie.. After what happened in school today, that got me pretty ticked off. It didn't hit me till, later at night. I usually sweep off issues that stresses me after a while, just so simply. Somehow this one wasn't all that simple. I couldn't help but feel betrayed & used.. Somehow, who i'm referring to isn't even a good friend of mine. Not even close. Then why is it affecting me such? Well, could be because everything happened from nothing that i've expected. Was i blinded? Was i being too nice? To those who got the story half way; let me clarify, not one person, but four. I don't think i should elaborate anymore cause it's not like it's going to make the situation any better anyway. I guess i don't feel the security i used to have, the confidence, the pride. Call me whatever that favours you, but i guess the best place i should stand is not by you, but away from you. You'll get the message when you notice changes.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-01-20T19:07:00.001+08:00

From Calista's blog :

AHHAHA, excuse the face. & i now bring you my version!

Oh and this ,

Oopppsss ! xDD

Cmi aaw darling . Hah.

HOHOHO! hahaha. Okay, enough enough.

HAHAHAHAHHA OKAY I'M TOO BORED. BAI!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

scattered updates.

2010-01-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

So yes, today was our last house meeting. My last, since it's my final year in Sri KL. I've got the treasurer's post fpr blue house. & so did Verene for Red & Joann for Green. The threesome treasurers! :)

A pretty simple job with a big name. HAHA. i love my girls.

Also, a bigbigbig congrats to CHIEW HUIXIN & ASHWIN KUMAR & YAP CHUN FAI & TESS YAP for making house captains. Make us proud Huixin! :) it's our last year & i know you'll do an indescribably awesome job by leading us all.

Also, guess who's on crutches now. Tsk tsk.. :/

torn ligaments or something.

& Calista Yee might be coming back to school tomorrow. I'm missing you babe, i'll promise i'll take care of you or whatever it is you requested the other day.

Last but not least,

from my Bi. No, no smiley for you Joshua. hahahah!

Just before you go, to all ex form5s 2009, your prom photos are now posted on Facebook. If you haven't seen/ tagged your photo, add RIZKI MAULANA aite?

signing off,

samanthakoay.

2010-01-11T19:48:00.001+08:00

post deleted because of rumours. not going to elaborate, bye, you fucktard.

chompchompchomp.

2010-01-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Initially i was a little down today as my plans were pretty screwed up. Actually, very screwed up. Was throwing a tantrum the whole day & the only thing i managed to do was getting a pedicure. How productive. Didn't go for Perkyang's farewell neither did i go out for dinner. Ish :/ Since the sister was with me, bored and boredER, i decided to..

doll her up! hahaha

yes, with my falsies too :)

I remember huixin saying she's damn vain now. Well, when i came up with the suggestion, she didn't hesitate :P

ugh, i look so.. nevermind.

babe, get well soon & don't you hide anything from me again! pssh.

signing off,

samanthakoay.

photography.

2010-01-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

I'd never thought i would be so fanatic over photography. Well, the interest for picking up photography started when i was 15. Reason being; everyone had a DSLR. Hm, what an excuse. So yes, in no less than a month, i lost interest. Reason being it was too expensive & what for? I only like to camwhore and take cheap looking photos anyway. Yknow, when the photos are never straight - they do it on purpose- even when they have a damn nice compact camera. ( people who takes photos sideways when it's fucking blur still annoys me till today )

ANYWAY, just some time last year when i was just browsing through photos on the internet for a new blog page background. That's when the interest of the tiiiniest bit & the clarity of the high quality photos a DSLR can do inspired me. I didn't know much about it, so i read up more about it ( i'm still a beginer, so there's always room for improvement! ) One day after thinking about the hobby, i picked it up. Dad got me a D90 to start of with so we both could share since he was OBSESSED with cameras those days waaay before i was born.

Just less than a week, my sister broke my first lens :( i had to continue my Bali trip with a Canon compact. But skipskipskip, my dad gave me a suprise when i got home from school today. Exhasuted as usual, i dragged my half asleeped me into my bedroom whennnnnnnn..

( okay, it wasn't placed on my carpet then )

My dad had all these & he never took any of em out before. Not after i was born. Vintage woi! 8 lenses & 2 bodies + 1 which is mine. I told him i wanted to get a fishlens after i got my camera, but he refused to get it for me cause well, he already had em. Best part is that it's 20+ years old but every single one of em works perfectly. I'm damn happyy now! :D hahahaah, cannot tahan. My favourite lens among the lot?

The micro lens. Puts macro to shame, seriously.

the photos arent impressive, but don't you think the quality is? Gahhhhhh.

this one's from the fish lens. excuse the face. this was candid.

Then yknow nowadays we have live view? Where we can see through the screen? This is one's old school.

you connect it to your camera, & when you look through it. It works like a submarine thingy.

you see this!

Okay, i've been messing with this since just now. I need a shower so badly. Bye!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

As bad as it is,

2010-01-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

~~Perkyang is~~ Bad boyfriend is leaving for Scotland & Ian is DJ loner leaving for Melbourne. :( I'll miss you people! But ahh, will be seeing each of them very soon anyways. So no need to worry right? I love you people so much!

Well, Verene is finally back in school! & with good news too :) happy for you babe. Calista's coming back tomorrow after feeling slightly better from her viral infection. I know it's vague, we all don't know what VIRUS exactly. haha. She's got puffy red cheeks with a small face? Idk. We'll see tomorrow eyy?

Dad's friend & his son is over now. Nice guy he is :) The son, not the uncle. & a pilot like my dad. Mmmmmmmmm..

ANYWAY.

YES, MY PASSPORT PHOTO :D

HAHA. NOT.

Fuck, i'm feeling damn lame now. Maybe i should sleep early tonight. Goodnight people! :)

aaronchan where are you?!

signing off,

samanthakoay.

So far..

2010-01-06T23:11:00.001+08:00

It might be a little too late for this, but just suddenly when i was thinking to myself, i suddenly realised how much i've learnt and been through in the year 2009. Yes, it was a craaaazy one. I went through ups and downs; sometimes with the support of my closest of friends or family and sometimes alone. Drama and what not that happened last year, honestly, i would've never expected it to happen. One thing i clearly remember was the stage Calista & i weren't in talking terms. Just a slight misunderstanding, had us ignoring each another for 2 months i think? But, thankfully that made our bond stronger as we learnt from our mistakes. Right babe? :)

Dramas aside, after being single for 2 and a half years? Then came along AC. haha, prolly you'd know who that is. I, honestly was falling head over heels for him. Never ever would i have thought we'd even be friends as we barely had any mutual friends whatsoever. Although the relationship didn't last, that again didn't make us enemies. Yes, we argue and all. But he was there even after that. Cause a he's just a phonecall away for a lecture whenever i'm making dumb decisions. heh. Later that year, i decided to just follow my heart & do whatever it tells me to. Never in my mind, i'd even think of dating a guy 7 years older than me. Age is just a number right? Thing is, we were never official but it's much more confusing than that. Trust me. Eventhough i felt things within us were perfect, he was great, my parents beg to differ. It didn't take them too long before they found out and i was forbidden to see him. I hated that stage of the year. I really hated it. You have no fuckin' idea. My freedom and everything a teenager would want was taken away from me. But in time, i gained my mom's trust slowly yet eventually. I'm glad it's over & i wouldn't have lived past that "depression phase" if it wasn't for the talks from Aaron, Ethan & Verene.

Let's not talk about studies since we ALL know that was the shittiest thing that has ever happened. Haha.

I'm a person who has to go through things the hard way when people tell me there's always an easier way. I always refuse to listen, so that'd mean i.am.stubborn. Yes, that's what i am. I wish to say that is what i was. Still trying to amend that part of me. Still in the process okay? It's a new year, a new start. I promise not to drift from my goals this year now. I'm pretty sure of myself :)

signing off,

samanthakoay.

COME HOME SOON HANNAH! :)

2010-01-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

the two lovelies :)

& i've got wingssss! -just like the angel i am :P

signing off,

samanthakoay.

F1 BRAND AMBASSADOR- anyone interested?

2010-01-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hey readers! A relative of mine, who works in a human resource company, Kelly Services is sourcing for people, girls only; aged 18-25 who is interested to be an F1 Brand Ambassador? There are 50 positions available and the closing date is this Wednesday, 6th of January. Just send me an email at samanthakoay05@hotmail.com or on Facebook even okay? :) ( you don't need to know me to send me your profile ) Don't worry about they pay because you will surely be paid well. These are the requirements.

The profile of candidates should have two snap shots – one half body shot, and another in full body shot

Attire – all black with light background.

Submission of profiles to client should include the followings :

Name as per IC :

Preferred name :

Date of birth :
Nationality :

Race :
Height :

Weight :

Language (spoken and written) :

Vital stats :

Shoes size :

Dress size :

Skirt size :

Shirt size :

Hair length :

Visible tattoo : yes / no
Experiences :

signing off,

samanthakoay.